I throw a stone for the 4th time on the tall brick wall facing me…but not even a scratch could make it crumble. I stare at its towering cold glare, how can I ever pass through? Rain started dripping from the bloodshut eyes of heavens…cold, biting,torrid rainfall. There I was at the corner not daring…… Continue reading Nightmare
It’s me growing up!!! 😀 Why metamorphosis? Well, it’s because I am relating my growth to that of a butterfly…slowly and painstakingly growing my wings. (Wew!) I am now at the phase where my wings have sprouted, thing is, I’m a bit scared to roam around and explore things outside my comfort zone yet. Soon…… Continue reading Zai’s Metamorphosis
(written on April 27,2010)…. How come he seem so distant now? . . . I can feel it in every throb, every breath, every moments passing by. It’s as if slowly, his hands is gliding off mine…and I’m so scared to feel only his fingertips touching me…that would be the time he’d be gone, completely…… Continue reading Lost in you…
I saw her again. Facing the mirror like she always does the first thing in the morning upon waking up. Intently gazing to those pair of eyes which is eager to see a chance of beauty and perhaps change. She’s just too tired of the view most of the time. But then, I saw her…… Continue reading My Ghost
A rainy afternoon, tired eyes from reading, a phone not beeping. Perfect life! In absence of someone to talk to, I divert here in this space again. At least here, I’m welcome to pour my angst and whatever (I hope so..). I got circles around my eyes, I didn’t cry all day, but they said…… Continue reading I am Alice in Wonderland, watch me fall. 😉
Silence is the worst tormentor… Hours, days, and weeks have dragged on, still, it still feels like Im not gonna get used to it. Here and now, the cold quiet eyes of sadness and solitude follows me, mocking at the despair I’m feeling, laughing at my inability to run away from them. I’m torn. It’s…… Continue reading Peebles and Ripples
Crumpled Notes 